For the past 5 1/2 years we never thought by this point in our lives we wouldn't have a child.
For the past 5 1/2 years, we acted as any other normal married couple, expecting and hoping it would just happen, when the time was right, as God planned.
I never thought that I would experience a miscarriage.
I never thought that we would be at a point in our lives where we might just have to accept it is just not going to happen naturally for us.
2012 is going to be the year we get answers. Its going to be the year we hopefully get our miracle.
Next week, we will be seeing a fertility specialist. Something I never thought we would have to do. But as month after month goes by, and year after year, I've accepted that this is something I need to do, and its not the big bad scary thing I thought it would be. I am ready for answers, good or bad, to move on with our life, and figure out a plan of action. I'm becoming excited for it. Simply because it is one step closer to our child, our dream.
Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers and we undergo the testing in order to hopefully provide us with answers we desperately need.
Casey Im so happy you decided to talk to someone! Like we talked about, these situations are almost as common as the "accidentals". No matter what the specialist says, at least you will know. You cant have a plan until you know what youre up against. And whatever that may be you know you have the support and love of SO MANY people. People who are willing to be ears/shoulder/hugs to lean on. Heres to a Rojas baby in 2012! <3 you :)
ReplyDeleteGreat post....2012 is the year for answer for a few of us I think x
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